Month: December 2020

In the misery-chasm of the mind, a snowmist blossom
              is a charity-blessing.
I see my future; obese church-beggar,
knotted hair fallen into blind courtyards.


Tampons, dressings bathe bloody scalpels,
a dog suckles two white lambs;
a shrill reality in 

The dream is a death. Shameful.
Somebody (SOMEBODY!) in whose hand the lock flies
open --- the bellowing darkness breaks out.
THE KEY THAT OPENS THE SECRET IS THE SAME THAT LOCKS IT.
THE SAME MOUTH BREATHES COLD AND WARM 

Quand douleur
chant dans l'arbre du cœur
Et la solitude sourit en chatoyant comme un larme
Ma passion: me taire jusqu'à l'adieu
s'éteint sans les pétales du feu


Tous les chemins enneigés mènenet
à la ville du rêve 

Birds


angels of mirth
swans or eagles
doves or seagulls


symbols
of soulbirth
in INFINITY

I could fade away
but I hold on tight
and hang in there
on guard all night.


Out of place
without trace


- a feather of bird
trapped in the world - 
Trip to the End. 
I want to  land.

My inward journey started when I was a little girl.
I had many brilliantly coloured dreams all my life, most of them I wrote down.
My dream-diary was left in Canada, one of the few objects I miss a lot.

S OULLOVE is the Red Balloon, the
O ne I freed to reach the sky.
U nderneath the starry tears
L uring mother-lullaby.
B ehold the beauty, smell the sweet,
R ace the moon and swim the wind!
O ceans, 

Like butterfly-tattoos
symbolize the souls
of the deceased
on the face of Dulong women

Our sacred soul
- flying in the sky
and rooted in the soil -
is the seed of essence within

Like salmon must swim
thousands of 

My deep sorrow was quick always
to feed my soul watered with tears
I grew the wings of love to fly


and find a land to live and die
O may I weep a healing well
for all the brave 

LOVE only love
beyond and above
Come heal my soul
making it whole
Lend me a nest
in peace where I rest


................LIGHT only light
................Lightening-white
................like Moon holy kite
................Mightily bright
................beauty of God
................Caress my heart


........................ LIFE